15.05 – SOME SPECIAL DATE…
This date is a very significant date to me.. This date where my a new chapter of my life began last 2 years ago…
2 years ago..
My life went upside down a few days back.. Tried to leave my life behind and move on.. A job in Sibu found me and i immediately said YES.. Thought that i might just start a new chapter in my life.. Got a contract for 2 years and so i left.. Risking nothing but my FUCKING precious time…
2 years later (today)..
I’m still here in Sibu.. Going back once every 2 weeks or any chance that i have.. Thanks to the Sarawak Government.. We have holiday a day or two every month.. :)
I found myself in some kinda regret making that decision to come here.. Not too much though.. It’s just that i feel stupid as i thought i could just get out of town and forget about everything.. Now as i think back.. I could just let bygones be bygones.. Hmm, maybe not.. Naive thoughts maybe.. But now.. I believe in …
“EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON”
I am now i a freaking dilemma.. My project have not finished as planned.. I’m not feeling very content about my salary.. I myself now in a terrible situation on whether to continue my studies or not after this.. Arrggghhh.. Still this freaking same question that has been haunting me.. Hmm.. Still wondering..
Let’s not talk about this now.. There’s better reason for me to blog bout this date..
Sometime between those 2 years..
I found someone that someone.. Someone whom i believe in.. Someone I’m in LOVE with.. Someone that I’ll cherish all the moment that we’re together.. And in fact.. It’s her BIRTHDAY today..
~HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE~
Darling.. So sorry i can’t be back there celebrating your birthday with you.. Really felt so bad bout it.. I promise I’ll make it up to you.. :) XOXO..
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